New Year's, New Year's~
The year's starting out nicely enough. Jenare and I waited for it from atop one of the city walls at San d'Oria. It's got such a great view!
Hehe, he had the funniest reaction to getting kissed. You'd think he'd be more pleased, sheesh. Aren't I pretty enough? Eh, well, I guess he's just shocked because Kii's supposed to be all sweet and innocent and stuff. Hah. The stories I can tell him...
Ah, well, anyway, it was New Year's, and I drank something weird. It'll be fine. It's not as if he'd ever even suspect me unless I flat out tell him the truth.
Kii, Kii, I miss you. What am I supposed to do? I've hated him so much, ever since you started writing to him. I only hung around him because I couldn't tell him you died, and he was convenient. But it's gone too far and everything's a freaking mess now.
I'm stronger now. I could just... leave. But what am I supposed to do if I get in trouble and he's not around to save me? Oh, geez, what if he looks for me and gets killed or something?
...Maybe I should tell him who I am. Lies for almost a year? He'd never wanna see me ever again. Ever. New year, new start, right?
Yeah. I'll tell him today. I'll tell him...
Yeah, right. Guess I'm a coward, after all.
WHAT IS SHE DOING?!
Of all the people to get a letter from, why does it have to be my mother? Argh! And she's in Windurst. And around. Everywhere. Oi, maybe I'll just stay in San d'Oria or something.
And what the heck was that thing about kittens? Like I'd ever have one with him! (He's not bad for a guy, though--)
NO.
And besides, he doesn't even know who I am. Like I'd ever do anything with someone who can't even see me.
...Why am I thinking about it in the first place? Sheesh. Might as well be as bad as my mother.
What's up with her, anyway? What's with that marriage crap, and suddenly making clothes and stuff? Meh. Must be going senile from getting old. What kind of a person offers "help" by borrowing money, anyway? ...My mother's kind, apparently.
Jeuno! We're in Jeuno! He took me to Jeuno! It's even worth squelching through that icky swamp again.
It's so awesome here. It's filled with people, stores, other things, and more people. I already used up all my money, but I got a billion new spells you can't find anywhere else.
And the Auction Houses here...! Aah, they're so big and pretty and filled with so many things I've never even seen before~! Okay! Gotta make more money! I wanna get more stuff.
In one of the stables, we met this famous stablemaster, Brutus. Apparently, people have been more and more mistreating chocobos these days, so he gave us a test before we could get chocobo licenses. We had to take care of this injured chocobo they found. It was pretty scared at the start, but it kinda warmed up after a few days, and, y'know, it was actually pretty cute. Some guy came and claimed that it was his, but Brutus just turned him away. Heh, like we'd ever give it back to someone like that! But I guess that's what they meant by mistreating, huh? Anyway, the chocobo seems fine now, and we got our licenses.
It's really amazing one! All you can feel is the wind in your hair, and the world just zooms by...!
.........Jenare is still a big giant idiot. Hmph.
He is such a...
Such a--!
Such--
Argh!
And it's not even his fault. Aah, Altana, Kii's perfume. How did he-- Where--
Dammit. I can't believe he remembered.
...
...Actually, yeah. yeah, I can. But why...! What the heck am I supposed to do with this? It's not mine. It's absolutely, completely for Kii.
Maybe I should have told him from the start. Tch... too late now, right? Anyway, who's gonna know I'm not Kii? Our neighbours, my mother. That's all, isn't it? And it's not like he'd ever talk to any of them. I don't think he's even starting to suspect. Does he even remember I exist?
This is already turning into the crappiest Starlight Celebration ever. No Kii, and I'm stuck with some stupid Elvaan boy who can't see the truth right under his nose. I hate this I hate this I hate this. I hate him. It's all his fault. Hmph. All... his fault...
...I... I took a walk today. Stupid Elvaan boy or not, it's way too pretty to stay inside all day. Everything is shining. San d'Oria's trees are huge. I bought a Windurstian one, but... it's really small, even to me. Guess that's what happens when you live with Tarutaru.
Anyway, there were some moogles looking for help in exchange for presents. Again. In Northern San d'Oria (boooooring area names here), they wanted adventurers to give cards to each other. I traded one with an Elvaan woman named "Ellanore". Preeetty sure I've heard that name before. Isn't she Jenare's friend-in-Bastok's fiancee or something? Why's she here and he there? Well, not that I asked. Maybe she's someone else with the same name. Argh, what's it matter, anyway?
...Stupid Jenare. I can't even not wear this thing.
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