A New Start? [Winter 886]

New Year's, New Year's~

The year's starting out nicely enough. Jenare and I waited for it from atop one of the city walls at San d'Oria. It's got such a great view!

Hehe, he had the funniest reaction to getting kissed. You'd think he'd be more pleased, sheesh. Aren't I pretty enough? Eh, well, I guess he's just shocked because Kii's supposed to be all sweet and innocent and stuff. Hah. The stories I can tell him...

Ah, well, anyway, it was New Year's, and I drank something weird. It'll be fine. It's not as if he'd ever even suspect me unless I flat out tell him the truth.

Kii, Kii, I miss you. What am I supposed to do? I've hated him so much, ever since you started writing to him. I only hung around him because I couldn't tell him you died, and he was convenient. But it's gone too far and everything's a freaking mess now.

I'm stronger now. I could just... leave. But what am I supposed to do if I get in trouble and he's not around to save me? Oh, geez, what if he looks for me and gets killed or something?

...Maybe I should tell him who I am. Lies for almost a year? He'd never wanna see me ever again. Ever. New year, new start, right?

Yeah. I'll tell him today. I'll tell him...

Yeah, right. Guess I'm a coward, after all.